Easy Come, Easy Go? SSRIs and Anorgasmia.

Posted by on February 1, 2014

escitalopram

 

These are my anti-depressants. They help with my anxiety, and they make me feel a little better generally. Sometimes I forget how much they do for me. This soon changes when I forget to take them for a few days, and I remember the difference they make. I’ve been on them for about four years now and I’m not sure that I’ll be able to come off them any time soon.

Mostly, they’re a helpful force. The list of potential side effects is lengthy, though. Of those listed, I suffer from

I have also experienced depersonalisation at times of extreme stress while on this medication.

By far the worst thing for me, personally, is the anorgasmia. It’s something I’ve experienced since I first started taking them, and if anything it seems to be worsening. Some days, toys, partners and hands have no chance and I simply have to give up on an orgasm entirely. Orgasming with a partner is especially difficult – and this is no slight on any recent sexual partner – as that buildup phase of an orgasm is particularly fragile and fleeting in me.

How does this correspond to toy testing and reviewing? Well, I have to pick my days/times for testing carefully – pick a time when my clit’s playing ball, if you will. Failing that, and that may not always be possible, I also have to take into account my own reactions when reviewing – questioning “Is my lack of arousal/orgasm related to the toy or me?”

In some ways it’s strangely helpful. A lot of women (and men for that matter, especially on SSRIs) suffer from difficulty reaching climax and to be able to tell them what did it for me – even with these issues – might help. For example, the Tracey Cox Orgasm Gel and Bombshell Balm were both really fun for me and made it easier to climax.

I don’t intend for this blog to become “about” my mental health issues, but I really wanted to discuss my anorgasmia as I feel like more of us who suffer with it should talk about it. I will say, however, that I do intend to discuss my medication with my doctors because if I can fix this, I would definitely be happier.

Do feel free to share your own experiences in the comments, if you like?

NK x

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One Response to “Easy Come, Easy Go? SSRIs and Anorgasmia.”

  1. Selkie Says:

    Yup, i had this on celexa too. For me, the nervousness alone was reason for a drug change.

    I’ve failed all of the SSRIs, but for me they all have sexual side effects. Fluoxetine and sertraline killed my libido. Citalopram increased my libido but made it impossible for me to orgasm. Paroxetine did both. For me, Effexor is a wonder drug, in that it treats the depression and lets me have normal sensations. Ritalin too.

    In terms of coping strategies, accepting that you get what you get and you don’t make a fuss helped. Putting the focus on pleasure and not orgasm. Impact play gives me more release than orgasm, so I ask for more of that. At the time, we explored orgasm control, which, weirdly, helped. There’s no point in worrying about whether i’m going to cum or not when i’m not allowed to anyhow, y’know? Erectile dysfunction was an issue in that relationship, so we threw away the idea of sex as in out in out in out YES

    And, oddly, the long term side effect. After years of hit and miss orgasms, i’m currently hyperorgasmic. Both in terms of quantity and ability to get there from touch in less common places.

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